its been a while, so I thought i would update the world on my oh-so interesting life. Mid-term week was this one. I had 4 and they were tougher than hell. I actually feel goodish about english as for sociology & biology well i probably bombed them. I NEED to pull my socks up and start bring my grades up. I have been venting on some people, they know who you are. Thank you girls for letting me consintly explaing how scared I am and giving me advice on school that i couldnt get from anyone else. As for the friends situation? .. about that .. Im tired of feeling this way. You or anyone else could come to me at any point of the day, anytime something was going wrong, and I would drop everything Im doing to help you out. Thats just me. Why cant i have the same in return? Why am I the one thrown on the back burner until im needed again.. its fucken bullshit and I dont want to feel like this anymore. Everyone has kept telling me they dont know how i am handeling this all .. the truth is I dont understand how i am either. I broke down the other night, and when i needed my best friend to talk to.. sleep was more important than talking to me. Between everything that is going on, I definally dont have my head on straight. I want my best friend back.. the guy that I could go to with everything. Where did he go? Can someone please help me find him .. not only that, I got a text yesturday, my grandma has being told she has Lung Cancer and has less than a year to live. I mean im not close to her at all, but she is part of the family right? .. best friend I need you right now , please find yourself ..

Two Is Better Than One
[ft. Taylor Swift]

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one


I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one